75% of the time I just want to QUIT when it comes to my job. I don't know if it is a gift or curse that my job is not challenging for me. I know what to expect with daily tasks. Even when we are extremely busy I find myself extremely bored. I don't feel like I can grow with this company, I haven't been given the opportunity to show that I have a brain, and am up for new challenges. On a positive note I did acquire a new skill but I am ready to move on. I try to stay positive but staying positive when I'm at work has became a difficult task. There was a time where I found myself motivating our team because I knew it was needed and our managers were not fulfilling the task. I even posted motivating team affirmations and gave compliments to my fellow teammates. I don't need a pat on the back everyday but it's nice to hear "you did a great job today" when you are working in a high capacity department that brings in more money than other departments combined. I found myself being the positive motivator even when it was met with a negative attitudes from other team members. I just feel like I have outgrown this position. It's hard for me to apply for other jobs when the pay rate that is being offered is significantly lower than what I'm making now. I have put out in the universe what I want but everyday it seems like it is becoming harder and harder to stay hopeful that my prayers will be answered. I feel like I am complaining and being negative about this. I am grateful to be employed and know that there are people struggling who would love to have my job. I JUST WANT MORE!! Is that so bad. I know I can do more and have no problem working hard. I would love to have a sign that can tell/show me to hold on help is on the way!! So until that happens I have adopted a motto that I say at least 50 times when I'm at work "won't be long now!"
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